THE JOURNEY: AN OPEN LETTER TO GOD

Dear God,

Thank you for coming to listen. I hope this doesn't sound to petty. Sitting on the beach at sunset, watching the opaque green waves, I reflect on my relationship with you. I sometimes wonder whether what I thought was a relationship was just you putting up with the ego of a flawed human being. I always believed and even as a kid knew you were there. Through the ups and downs of my life, were you there with me? Or was it just blind luck that I made it this far? I remember so many times being physically saved and thinking it was you. But of course I went back to what I was doing which most of the time was raising a family. Over the past year there have been many times when I have been listening and have been amazed with the events going on around me. Spiritually I have grown so much and look forward to whatever outcome and path that you would like to help me with. But not unlike all people before me I wonder what the purpose is. Have I set this all up myself or am I carrying out huge planned life map? Do you really have an opinion on how it really turns out? Why do I sense your involvement in everything I do but a detachments that tells me it all ends up in the same place anyway? Is that it? There are so many paths that we can't see and we get to choose, but the end result is all the same. If that is the case, I would like to thank you for being along on the trip. Thank you for taking care of our loved ones that have already ventured your way and have that beach chair ready for me when the time is right. I would like to listen to the waves with you.